This post strikes a more somber note. Firstly, it is our last full day in Berlin. Secondly, it is our last day without Amy. Most importantly, we traveled to a reopened concentration camp and got a feel for the atrocities committed there.
At 9:45, we woke up to head back to the Brandenberg Gate. Sandeman's offers a tour of a concentration camp an hour from Berlin in Oranienberg. The camp was called Sachsenhausen. It is important to note that it was a work camp rather than a death camp, despite the fact that 22,000 people still died there. The next couple of paragraphs will be disheartening, but are still important for me to record. Feel free to skip to after the dashed line further down if you would like to skip over the some of the more upsetting/graphic details.
We had a UK-born guide who walked us around the concentration camp for 3 hours. The camp was constructed in the shape of a equilateral triangle with a watch tower and mounted machine gun set up at the midpoint of the triangle's base, such that they could watch over all of the grounds from that one point. At its max capacity,the camp held 35,000 people with bunk rooms that were meant to hold 100 holding 400. The camp was a work camp and housed lots of political enemies, including the oldest son of Stalin (who died there), many generals and politicians. The prisoners were sent from Berlin by train on the same tracks that we took out of the city, to a spot 20 miles from Berlin. Once there, they were paraded through the town to the main gate beneath the watch tower (called Watchtower A) where the gate was adorned with the infamous motto, "Work sets you free".
While held, prisoners were put into work details. Most worked in the brick-making details, others cooked, cleaned, or carried bodies. The worst work detail was the boot-testing detail where they had to run in a circle all day testing out new boot soles and often holding loads up to 45 pounds above their heads. Life expectancy for these prisoners was 12 days. The camp was also home to a select group of prisoners who worked on a counterfeiting operation for the Nazi's to reproduce the pound and the dollar in order to flood those markets with currency and destroy the markets. Though the pound was successfully reproduced, the dollar never was.
Camp life also had two main features. Firstly, there were two daily roll calls. All prisoners had a half hour to line up in front of watchtowerA and stood there usually for three hours while being beaten and counted. The longest one lasted 15 hours just to torture the prisoners who only had thin cotton uniforms. The second facet of camp life was the beatings. SS soldiers had free reign to attack any prisoner they wanted whenever they wanted. Violence was subjective and encouraged.
The prison housed communists, homosexuals, convicts, and Jews,and each group wore a triangle to represent their affiliation. While sickness and disease accounted for many deaths, executions were a majority of the 22,000 deaths. Over 10,000 soviet prisoners of war were executed in the camp through the use of a "neckshot" device where prisoners were shot in the neck from behind while their height was measured for a "new uniform". A crematorium was built later on site and many bodies were burned. The neckshot and crematorium building was called Station Z, so that the prisoners "came through Watchtower A and left through Station Z." The Nazi party would sell urns filled with ash back to family members outside the camp in order to raise money, even though the ash was made of 25 random people rather than the loved one they believed it contained. There also was a pathology lab where all bodies were taken before cremation.
The camp was burned down when the Nazis were fleeing at the end of the war, so not much from the original camp remained. Some of the original stone buildings still stood, but some of the buildings were also reconstructions for the sake of education. Most buildings were not rebuilt though and their locations were instead marked by an outline of stones on the floor. While there, we visited Watchtower A, two barracks-turned-museums, the kitchen (now a fantastic museum), a memorial, the execution trench, the remains of Station Z, the roll call area, and the pathology lab. The pathology lab was the original building which was creepy because as we walked through it, we followed the journey of the body, first to the operating table to determine the cause of death (often a lie because they couldn't say "beatings by the officers"), then down to the basement to large holding rooms, and then to a ramp to be taken to the crematorium. You could just imagine the smell, the piles of bodies, and blood soaking every surface.
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My concluding thoughts on the experience can be summed up by the following sentences. I was very happy we chose to visit a concentration camp because it really put things in perspective for us. I think it is an important thing to do for anyone who has the chance to do so. Though it was still a sad experience, it was not as hard of an experience as any of us expected it to be. I attribute this to four factors:
1. None of us are Jewish nor a part of any of the other persecuted groups so we lacked that connection or any familial connection to the location
2. Sachsenhausen was a work camp and considered one of the "nicer camps", so the issues associated with a place like Auschwitz, where 1.3 million people perished, were missing.
3. Our guide stated most of the information in a "this is what happened" manner rather than being very depressing about it
4. The lack of ability to truly visualize. Though we could imagine watching the gaunt prisoners standing at roll call and suffering through their every day lives, the emptiness of the camp, our incapability to grasp large numbers (what does 22,000 people look like?), and our lack of experience with any comparable situation to the Holocaust made it impossible to see the camp for what it really was: a death sentence.
The hardest part for me was dealing with the ages of those involved. Two things really drove this home. Firstly, the fact that the average age of the German guard at the camp was only 20.8 years-old. On December 7th, I will be 20.75 years old. I could not imagine beating up and starving people on a daily basis, and being paid to do so, at this point in my life. Secondly, there was an exhibit of the faces of some of the Soviet soldiers before they were executed. It was done as a part of a propaganda program to show that the Slavic races were inferior to the Aryan race. Looking at their head shots which had been blown up to be two feet tall, I mainly noticed how young they were and how sad they looked. I began to be frightened, thinking about how these boys were my age, and I began to imagine an alternate situation where the US was called to war tomorrow, I joined the draft, I was taken in my first battle as a POW, I show up scared and defeated at the concentration camp, and I am shot dead while being lied to about being fit for a new uniform that it turns out I will never see. Just like that a life is snuffed out. Besides making me shudder, it made me feel lucky that I was born in a free country and made me feel fortunate that my childhood was not devastated by a war that killed 46 million people worldwide. It also made me appreciate those in the military who are fighting in the war on terror right now.
To conclude, this was the highlight of our visit to Berlin, in my opinion. If you get the chance to visit one, big or small, please do so. It lead to a lot of really good conversations between the three of us on the train ride back to Berlin. I didn't realize the full extent I was moved by the experience until I got to the site and then I was hit again by another wave when I sat down to write this blog post. Sorry for it being delayed recently. It is a combination of being a bit behind and wanting to take the time to treat this subject matter with the respect it deserves.
I will have another blog post tomorrow about the rest of what we did that day (it will be a short one for once!) and our first day in Prague.